A New Begin From The Begin

For me,

Love is giving up someone I really wanna be with, for a greater good that she could has.

I've been in that situation years ago. I'm in high school when it happened. A first-year student, if you insist to know. lmao. :p

She's incredibly kind, pretty, smart. She's flawless. Despite, there is a gap, which is, again, I'm a first-year student and she's in third.

One day, we have an event that bring us together, a competition that I'm in a group where she's in, too. We have around a week for training. As long as we train, there are so many time that I've been staring at her. I don't know how, but I think I fell for her.

And, again, the gap turn me down which prevent me to do some stupid things like "make a move".

At the H day we got a trophy, which I felt a little dissapointed, because instead of getting ranked, that trophy is about winning the best costume and I'm sure this is not a fashion competition.

Fyuuuh, let's get back to the story...

After celebrate the moment, the team go to one of our personel for having a birthday party. And there's the time that she and I have a much longer conversation. Actually, text-messages really did for us.

Doesn't take so long until we declared ourself as a couple.

.....


Doesn't take so long until we broke it up.

When I thought that it would be a painful-goodbye if I still keep that relationship, I decided to call it off earlier.

Well, it was painful, too. But I'm sure, it's not as big as if I let it grow. Because, somehow I know that won't work between us, there are too many differences that I don't know how have them synchronized.

I know, that's a moment that I hurt you. Please forgive me.

I know, that my action is against all logic. It's against all experience. Only one thing is left,

Hope.

Hope that you'll have a really better one. Hope that you'll get the really right man in the right time, which is I know, you got one, Because you'll getting married this month.

Hope you'll live happily ever after.

:)