The Leftover

The Leftover,

Yeah, That's what come up in my mind when I thought about the most suitable movie title for portraying my life. Seeing how I've been wandering along without really decide where I want to go, or in this case, what I want to be, it's just devastating.

 

Sometimes I wonder, how could I ended up like this. I mean, I've had a real life before with all the passion and motivation in doing things that perhaps help me pursue my career whatsoever.

But now, while time flew away so fast, I've spent'em just like this. I've lost my interest in catching up my dreams. The fact, I don't really know whether I still have any dream or not.

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That's my thought last year.. *trollface

This post is left inside my draft.

And while I'm reading it, I can still feel what it's like that time when I was pushed aside forcefully, because of my carelessness, and just can watch everybody else walk one step ahead.

Now, I'm in a process building me again, while also, wrapping myself with tape and glue. Still I'm not sure there's a significant different between now and those days. I'm still thinking that I'm the one who's careless and passionless.

However, I'm really glad finding this draft.